since the end of last summer my world has been turned around, upside down, and evey which way. I've seen black and white, and more red than I ever saw before. I've pushed people away and down right thrown some from my sight.
Now is the time for equilibrium, the qucick blaze is burning lower and the world returns to grey. I've learned so much, and yet I've hurt and scared a lot of people on the way. Although few, if any, will ever read this journal, I'm going to apologize to them anyway. Sorry family, sorry friends, sorry everyone if I hurt you these past few months. I hope you can forgive... I remember how to as well now at least.
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